Entries for June, 2005

posted on June 5th, 2005 (07:07 AM) in Small World, Big Girl

was going through some old newspapers (april 2005, i think) when i came across this editorial article in Inquirer entitled "tough love".  basically, the article talked of Bayani's beautification campaign which invovlved driving out the squatters in a certain area.  the author was totally against this as it deprives people of their basic right to have a home.  the author also stated that these people have been living in this area for 15 years or so, and knows no other home.  the government did give them money for relocation, which they said they could use for a couple of months to rent somewhere else but will eventually run out leaving them homeless.

define squatters?  they are people who live in lands they do not own and yet do not pay rents either.  this may make me sound like the heartless bitch that i am, but, i don't really give a shit if they lived there for 30 years or so, the fact that they are using a land they don't own nor paid for makes it very legal and right for them to be driven off it.  okei.  it's a given that the government should make low-cost housing available for everyone,  and provide a relocation area for these squatters.  granted, that most relocation areas are located far from their previous temporary shelter.  but i don't think that's the governments fault.  they want to stay in a really overcrowded city, where the market value of these lands are really high.  the goernment can only do so much.  poeple expect too much from our government.  it has it's faults.  but most of it is ours.

current news

posted on June 12th, 2005 (10:38 AM) in Small World, Big Girl

what's the big deal ba about the wiretaped conversation about what's his name buying ballots?  finally, someone got caught red-handed?  the evidence won't stand up in court naman coz it was taken through illegal means.  and it's not like as if WE don't know that all of them bought votes last election.  it just so happens that GMA's camp was better at it than FPJ's.  besides, I AM HAPPY GMA CHEATED.  can u imagine having FPJ as president??? i'd take gloria anytime over him.  it's not like as if he could do any better.  but after erap, pinas will surely lose any credibility left at it.  and who do they plan to replace GMA with?  Susan Roces?  it will be stupid to use susan roces as a sub for fpj.  it's like saying sharon cuneta could sub for pangilinan if he wants to take a break or something.  Noli de Castro IS the vice president.  and it's the usual process that the vice-pres takes over when the president is booted out of office.  ah!  but of course, de castro cheated too, so he has to be taken out of the office together with GMA.  now given that logic, SINO PANG MATITIRA SA GOBYERNO??? 

Perspectives

posted on June 26th, 2005 (12:51 AM) in Chronicles of a Lost Girl in the Metro

another futile attempt at writing.  this needs a lot of polishing.  but it's the style that i wanna work on.  all kinds of comments are most welcome.  thanks.

It was the end of another great day spent with Brent –lunch at Chocolate Kiss, watching two French films at the Art Film in Greenbelt and capping it with dinner at Mexicali, another favorite.  These Saturday thing has been going on for a couple of weeks now.  And I’m starting to get used to it.  I’m starting to get used to him.  Oh, gad, who am I kidding!  I’m in love with him!  Too bad he only thinks I’m a friend.  When we started this Saturday routine (as we call it), I had this glimmer of hope that maybe, possibly, there’s this really small chance he’s into me.  But after asking about my friend for the nth time and telling me how pretty he thinks she is, the spark of hope crumbled.  It’s now or never.

NT: BRENT’S CAR: NIGHT

BRENT just parked his car in front of my gate.  I’m getting ready to get out of the car.

ME
(looking straight at Brent, smiling)
Thanks po.

BRENT
(smiles back but has difficulty looking at ME, gripping at the steering wheel)
No problem.

A minute of tensed silence.

ME
Um... sige, I’ll be going na.

I start fiddling with the lock of the car.  I was about to open the car door.  Then I changed my mind.  Slumps back in the seat, stared ahead.

ME
(con’t.)
I have something to tell you. 

He suddenly looked at me.  Expectant silence. 

ME
(con’t.)
I can’t see you again na.

Brent suddenly looks at her in shock.

BRENT
Huh?  Baket?

ME
(steadily staring straight ahead, refusing to look at Brent)
Uh... we’ve been sort of going out for a few months na.  And I know na you see us as just good friends.  I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I really like you.  A lot.  And I know you don’t feel the same way.  I can’t go out with you anymore.  Ang hirap kasi ng situation na eh.  Thanks.

I gives him a quick peck in the cheek.

ME
(con’t.)
Bye.

I hurriedly opens and shuts the door, leaving Brent in stunned silence staring after me.
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Too bad she still has a curfew.  It would be good to have coffee after dinner.  I really need a smoke.  Why is it every time I see her, she seems to be getting prettier each time?  Ano pa kayang i-gaganda nya next Saturday?  Nakakahiya naman... obvious na yatang parati nalang akong napapatitig sa kanya.  When will I get the chance to tell her how I really feel?  Mukhang wala naman kasi akong pag-asa.  Ni hindi man lang nagseselos kapag nagtatanong ako tungkol kay Rica.  Ma-ta-timingan ko rin yan.

INT: MY CAR: NIGHT

I just parked my car in front of JESSIE’s gate.  She looks queasy in her seat.

JESSIE
(looking straight at me, smiling)
Thanks po.

ME
(smiles back shyly looking at her)
No problem.

Comfortable silence.

JESSIE
Um... sige, I’ll be going na.

I start opening the lock of the car.  I started bending forward to open the door for her.  Held back.  She suddenly slumps back in the seat.

JESSIE
(staring straight ahead, looking very serious)
I have something to tell you. 

I looked at her questioningly.

JESSIE
(con’t.)
I can’t see you again na.

Stunned. 

ME
Huh?  Baket?

JESSIE
(still staring steadily straight ahead)
Uh... we’ve been sort of going out for a few months na.  And I know na you see us as just good friends.  I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I really like you.  A lot.  And I know you don’t feel the same way.  I can’t go out with you anymore.  Ang hirap kasi ng situation na eh.  Thanks.

She lightly grazed her lips on my cheek.  I can’t seem to form any coherent thought.

JESSIE
(con’t.)
Bye.

She hurriedly opens and shuts the door, leaving me with my jaw hanging open.  What the hell just happened here?!