read a previous post (waaaaay before pa) about the questions on iced tea.  after days on end of forgetting about it then suddenly remembering, i have my answer. 

it's iced tea.

hahaha!  life changing di ba?

pero hindi lang 'yan ang aking napagtanto.  sige, given na na hot tea ang counterpart nya at hindi heated tea or warmed tea (para same-same di ba?  di may ganyang rule about grammar??? when used in the same sentence nga lang.).  but aren't teas supposedly innately hot (hindi ko sinabing may-i-lapnos-your-tongue hot ah!)?  then calling a tea hot tea would be pretty redundant right?

p.s.

i don't really get the fixation with tea.  but i think it's a good opening line.  pwede ng pamalit sa "how's the weather?".  mas may impact ba? hahahaha!

heard this song again yesterday.  soooo good!  first line pa lang nabaliw na ko. 

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
Coz' this hurts deeper than I thought it did,

hahaha!  cute di ba?

REST IN PIECES by SALIVA

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
Coz' this hurts deeper than I thought it did,
It has not healed with time...
It just shot down my spine.
You look so beautiful tonight,
Remind me how you laid us down,
And gently smiled,
Before you destroyed my life...

Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
You got much closer than I thought you did,
I'm in your reach,
You held me in your hands...

But could you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)

make this go away... let me rest in pieces...

went out for lunch with a friend.  it was fun.  we rarely go out for anything even befor he had a gf so it's nice na i'm seeing him.  we talked about his psycho ex  (and  psycho syang tunay! no kidding!).  the whole conversation i was thinking

hay naku... kaw kasi eh... i was there na naman.  we we're going out na naman.  all you had to do was make a move. ok na ko eh.  but noooo!  you had to be with her.  yan tuloy.  may sablay ako... but at least di naman ako psycho.

hehehe...

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going to galera! yey! fun!  it's a far cry from bora, but with the current state of my finances... better than staying at home.

burned to crisp ako again.  my skin hasn't recovered pa nga from bora eh. hahaha!

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toxic week is coming up.  next week actually.  thank gad done na preschool!  i can actually sleep late and work till late.

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i'm not leaving for summer.  sad.

i'll be seeing more of him then.  yey!

i am hopeless....

and i'm back in the game!

sometimes, i'm just sooo easy

went out last week with this guy that i used to date waaaay back.  it a spur of the moment thing.  ok, i admit.  i was being evil.  i was in makati.  i was tired.  it was late (for me anyway).  i don't want to commute.  and i'm hungry.  then, he asked me out for dinner.  so i figured, why not chocnut!  i have a ride to a place to eat and a ride home.  shet.  naghanap ako ng driver!  to my defense, i did not ask for help.  for all i know, he was bored and wanted to have dinner but wala shang kasama.  if i sound like i'm trying to justify myself, pagbigyan na please. hehehe...  of course, galing shang office.  so mukha shang tao.  ako, i've been in school, went shopping, had tutorial session... mukhang basura.  i gave him warning naman eh.  so, eniweiz,  he picked me up na, biglang hirit:

"ganyan naman lagi itsura mo ah."

leech!  mukha kong basura all the time????

the next day, moving up day in school.  so i was all pink and white.  think cottoncandy or twisted marshmallow.  so, i text:

"mukha kong tao today. hehehe..."

"what's the difference?"

"uh... cute? hehe..."

"again.  what's the difference?"

hayup!  panalo sa hirit di ba? bawi. bawi.

what's my point?

the moral of the story is cute ako care mo. mwahahaha!

i'm having an airhead moment.

what do you do when your supposedly bottomless pit of hope touch rock bottom?

learning to walk sideways is tough... no wonder crabs have bad mentalities...

what is happiness?

happiness is you.

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in the end there is nothing.

no love.

no happiness.

no hope.

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How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!

The world forgetting, by the world forgot

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd

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what a happy camper i am...

i don't know why we still bother talking... obviously, its a very bad idea.  i knew that before pa.  that's why things supposedly ended right?  then bad stuff happens... about other people actually.  and we end up talking. AGAIN.  but the thing is, it usually doesn't last.  kasi wala pang 24 hours, galit nanaman ako... sa'yo!  maybe i am being too demanding.  but it's not like as if your meeting me half way.  the irritating thing is, you want it done your way or none at all.  puneta!  i ahve no problem giving in every now and then, but have you noticed na all the time na lang it's always me who has to give in???

again.  why do i even bother...