i'm off to vacation next week!  yey!!!

the best part, not only do i get a really nice vacation, i get a whole new wardrobe.  happiness!

i am such a girl. 

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playing with the phone this morning.

obviously not doing the things i was supposed to be doing.

so what's new???

but isn't it the cutest???

yeah, yeah blurred. the shirt is the focus. pay attention.

you sting and hurt like a bad tatoo,

i wish you'd change my point of view

 

lines that fuels my eternal drama 

second day in a totally new place. great change of scenery. im sick and tired seeing all of manila on a daily basis. change of scenery is good. meeting old lost relatives i haven't met for a million years (i must've been around that long. hehe...), seeing old friends (yey!). if it weren't soo cold (60 deg celsius! oops!  my bad.) dammit! i'm cold-blooded. i'm made for tropical climite dammit!) i would totally love it here.

will post more when i'm more coherent.

lazee monday morning.  the weather's actually good.  around 70 to 80.  it was too darn cold yesterday.

everybody left for work/school.  home alone getting domesticated.  so not me really.  managed to do the laundry.  yey me!  and ruin one good shirt.  urgh!  how was i supposed to know that pink shirt will stain the beige?!

i might actually gain weight here.  i do nothing but eat all day!  seriously.  the food serving is humongous!  i'm starting to not like eating so much. hahaha!

been camwhoring for the last two days.  can't wait til giz gets here.

i miss sam.

i want my puppy here. 

 

i had a really weird dream the other day.  long story short: ex sold me to the devil.  seriously! hahaha!

in the dream, he went to the house, picked me up, brought me in some room (oooh!), then it got weird.  i was on the bed with my  head hanging, then a guy (i think), it was dark and he wore a robe i think, dipped his fingers in the ashes, and placed a cross (na deviated) on my forehead while speaking something strange.

then i woke up.

i knew it! evils siguro sha. hahaha! 

but its more strange to know that i still think about him.  my subconscious anyway... 

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urgh! weather's getting colder again on the weekend.  hate it. hate it. hate it.

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haven't heard from bb for a looooong while now.  around 3 weeks i think... i misses him. hehe... seriously.  the last conversation went well i think.  wala namang issue.  wrong timing lang i guess...  urgh! but i wanna talk with him na... 

it's been a while.

haven't had pc for a couple of days.  haven't had the time for a couple of days.  now i have pc time.  i have too much time!  

gad.  i'm bored.

i can't wait to get back to work again.

on the good news, i have SHOPPED.  i am now able to totally revamp my whole wardrobe.  which is a good thing.  only i am now dirt poor from all the shopping, and i still lack skirts and shoes and bags for all the shirts that i shopped for.  i need more shopping.  but again, dirt poor... sucks.

i do not pack light.  i can never pack light.  i'm prolly a horrible companion to camp with coz i have to bring my entire house with me.  i moved house like 3 times.  i had to bring my LUGGAGE with me all the time.  thank gad my uncle has a truck.  keri lang. hehehe...

been going downtown for the last 4 days.  went up the space needle which was uh... high, but not much fun.   when on a 2-hour cruise around washington lake which was definitely nice.  went to oregon for the tax-less shopping (yey!).  ate around alot (urgh! the food!  soo good but soo dami! man!  i'm seriously perpetually full here.).  and of course clubbing.  which didn't go so well.

there are no cute guys in seattle.  seriously.  how weird is that?  so i did do the drunken dirty dancing and flirting with inappropriate men (man, there was only one) when we went to this bar, but still no party scene. we were all dolled up with nowhere to go. we had to walk a looooong way before we found a bar thats actually with people in it.  then we got in a wrong bar.  therefore the drunkeness and the sorry flirting.

eniweiz, the best part with the long weekend with friends was still the talking part.  i miss those people!  

i think i need to move my ass out of the pc now, so i need to do a part two.  which i rarely do.  ever.  but...  

1. my name, according to my birth certificate, is janine. i was, however, baptized with janine louise. this will prolly cause some issues when i get a catholic wedding. i doubt they let pagans (unbaptized people) get married with other catholics.

2. my chronological age is 25, but i have the emotional maturity of a 3-year old.

3. i started dating pretty late, at 20 actually.

4. i'm a serial monogamist. i date people consistently for a period of time, then i either drop them or they get married.

5. i fall in and out of love completely.

6. i've been writing in a journal since grade school. you know the saying, "practice makes perfect"? it's not true.

7. i dislike drinking beer. hard is the only way to go. i like specific beers. san mig super dry is one of them.

8. i especially like vodka. absolut!

9. i am orally-fixated. enumerate the things you can do with your mouth, and i'll most prolly tell you i enjoy it.

10. i have consistent taste in men. no need to elaborate on this one.

11. i used to be so good in being emotionally detached from people, now i became the opposite. i think this is karma.

12. i believe in karma. and higher being. and angels. and answered prayers. and hope. and the possibility of world peace.

13. i'm pretty gullible. it almost always never occurs to me that people do lie.

14. i love seafood. i can subsist on seafoods for months. i'm not into red meat too much.

15. if i have a free day in the house, i'd most prolly be reading. i read pretty fast. it's hard to understand technical books when you read fast. i don't know how to slow down.

16. i'm very temperemental. or maybe just mental? hm... i get pissed at the slightest inconvenience, but can forget all about it 5 minutes later.

17. when i'm in love with you, everything is forgivable.

18. i can't do sports. i'm a total kluz. i can't run, jump, hit or shoot properly. my balance and coordiantion is way off.

19. if playing with hulahoops is a sport, then i know one sport i'm good at.

20. my three favorite gym equipments are the rowing machine, abs cruncher and stair master. i can rotate on all three alone for the entire hour.

21. i'm bad with heels. as i've said, no coordination.

22. i'm a text addict. or maybe i just like attention. i'm rarely without my cell phone. and i'm rarely not texting anyone.

23. i love watching movies with subtitles. i'm not a very auditory person, i have a hard time understanding words without seeing the text.

24. i don't like to mix my food. it's yucky. end of story.

25. i count when going down the escalator. it's a o-c-ness i can't get off my system.

26. whenever i buy a book, i like seeing it covered in plastic. even comics.

27. i have a tendency to talk in fragments. and run-on sentences. so typical girl.

28. i hate getting wet from the rain. i only love rains when i'm all warm and cozy inside the house, with a book. and nekkid guy on the bed. hahaha! kidding. haven't tried that yet. hmm...

29. i love getting things my way. i get so much nicer when i have my way.

30. i adore pink. i have too much pink. i'm way too girly for my own good.

31. i call my music bubblegum pop. when you hear the ones i like, you'll know why.