last day for the sem this morning in preschool. yey!  our kids were gorgeous!

got a little pissed with one of the teachers though. tama ba namang mag power play with me with the kids (ok there is something wrong with the sentence construction... but i can't think anymore)?!

i was getting my pic taken kasi with robyn.  i super love this girl.  she's adorable and sweet and big.  when she suddenly called her.  eh we weren't done with the pic yet!  so i said not yet.  don't call her yet.  then i said robyn look at t. jam first.  tama ba namang she made hirit, "no robyn come here. sige tingnan natin kung kanino makikinig yan."  tama ba naman yun?!  number 1, the kid is scared of her.  number 2, robyn is her kid.  given na yun!  my kids always listen to me first too.  so medyo maiyak iyak na si robyn when i didn't let go of her right away.  i was like "tinatakot mo yung bata. ano ba?!"  dedma. azar!

hmm... or maybe she was kinda azar din with me coz some of her kids like me more... the ones with topak anyway... meaning the clingy cry-baby types.  she hates those.  i don't like kids who are like that either but, they get over it eventually, so it takes time.  kasi naman she doesn't try to get sweet with the kids...  i think i do that too much though.  so i really really need to learn to detach.

so i got into talking with the parents of my kiddies for the first time since after i resigned.  apparently my kids love me.  they were super happy daw when they found out i'm coming back.  one of the parents told me her kiddie told her: good news mommy! teacher janine's coming back! and that i'm still her favorite teacher.  i'm super babaw.  things like that really makes my day.

I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I

i don't know why, but i really miss you lots.  in spite of all my rants about how we don't connect anymore, and how much you've changed... i do still like you (and more than the making my hand numb thing), and i most likely am still emotionally attached.  how do i stop now that you're obviously not into me?

help.

(actually i don't think i look like that at all, but the pic came out that way.  weird.)