describe your perfect date.

good food.  great conversation.  plenty of alcohol.

hot sex.

...a promise of a next time.

that's not a date, that's a prolonged foreplay.

*i'm picking a fight with ex again.  maybe i know he's no good for me, and i have no idea how to let go other than through this...

Maybe god is talking to me now, saying,

It is my decree that you should expect love songs

and candles and lollipops.

-when the messenger is hot