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May 12th, 2008

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POSTED AT 02:34 PM in I Love the Rain the Most

cigarette_girl

i may have an idea now why people cut themselves.

it can be either of two things:

sometimes emotional pain becomes too overwhelming it becomes necessary to physically feel the pain. the red marks on your skin suddenly seems fascinating. the pain becomes real.

or, sometimes you just need to feel something. you've been numb. pain is a feeling. you feel pain, you must be alive.

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selfpityisanart

Comment posted on May 14th, 2008 at 01:29 AM

i've been trying to figure it out too.. i think the logic might be that emotional and physical pain are almost indistinguishable together, and as you get over the physical pain, which is the faster of the two to subside, it gives you this illusion that the emotional pain goes away with it.. or at least just some of it. idk, i might have said that weird, it's the first time i've actually put it down in words

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cigarette_girl

Comment posted on May 14th, 2008 at 06:33 AM

i get it.

tangible pain is easier to deal with.

at least that would be my excuse when i decide to cut.

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aisheru

Comment posted on May 13th, 2008 at 08:22 AM

yeah maybe, they just want to feel something to proves they still exist on earth.. but it isnt right, for there are a lot of reason to smile and to think off..

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cigarette_girl

Comment posted on May 13th, 2008 at 05:25 PM

there's alot of things not right for you that you still do...

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