I know what I am.  I am sunshine and moonbeams and rainbows, and possibly some acidic drizzle.  I like things shiny and sparkly and fun.  I may be twisted and strange on the inside, but i am never dark and angsy.  Yes I do have my occasional rant-a-thons, and some anger mangement issues; but it comes in short bursts, very much easily diffused and forgotten. 

I have no idea why I'm even ranting about all this here, except probably to say that I'm happy, and I shouldn't be made to feel bad about it.

fuck.