Kung alam mo lang, nakakatawa ka.

Baka pag nagsabi ako sayo malupitang sikreto, e umiyak ka ng dugo.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!

It's already a given fact that family, friends, school and work (yes, you read it right. WORK) makes me happy. But aside from those that I've mentioned, there are certain things that makes me smile these past few days and has kept me from updating this space (sorry!)

Just to make it more exciting, i'll be including some photos!

 

I have been listening to Paramore's Brand New Eyes album since it came out and I must say that this band really rules! Srsly. And oh, Hayley's growing on me already. I love her to pieces! I'm following her on her twitter account!  

 

I read while listening to BNE. I'm already done with Kinsella's Twenties Girl and I must say that Sophie never disappoints! I laughed and got teary-eyed cos of the book. It's a must read! I've just started with Brown's latest novel but so far so good

   

Shining Inheritance is love! It's a must watch. If you haven't seen it yet, what's wrong with you darling?! Go watch it in MySoju And oh, that guy over there is Kim Bum from BOF. No, I haven't seen it yet (Duh!) but his soda TVC with Maja Salvador is just so kaka-kilig! He's such a sweetheart

 

The reason why I lack update is because of my microblogging thru Twitter and Facebook status bar

Finally, I'm excited for this:

**squeee!**

P.S.

I just deleted my plurk account

most of the times we will often get confused about how life will turn out after all of the hindrances. sometimes it seems like it doesn't worth it yet we cant stop doing it. often times we think real hard but in the end we came up with nothing to do but to continue thinking and thinking and.. thinking..

i cant believe myself. how i wonder if ever he'll be mine. how i dream i met him earlier. i cant just believe how i wait for him on my way home hoping we can cross each others way. i didnt just do it once but everyday i can. it was all a waste of time. in the end nothing happens. in the end its still the same me, only crazier.

i was guilty at times but still i continue being guilty.

now, what? he wasnt here anymore.. he was gone.. nothing is clear. the only thing that i know is im right on thinking that it is over. but i dont know how..

i wonder what will i feel the next time ill meet him. i dont know if ill just laugh at how i felt, or will i feel more pain. i really dont get it. how those few days ruined my life for months and months.. and months...

but im fine. though it affects a lot of me and my significant other i can still make everything fine.

but not deep inside..

Masyado na yatang nagiging mabilis ang ikot ng mundo ko at mukhang kelangan ko na munang tumigil ng ilang saglit. Hmm, nasan na ba ako? Ano na nga ba ang nangyari?

Masyadong marami, ang ilan... hindi ko na maalala pa. Masyadong mabilis ang byahe... ang ilan... hindi ko na matandaan na nangyari pala. Masyado akong naging masaya... masyado akong naging masaya na akala ko ay totoong maligaya na ako, pero hindi pa rin pala.

Naisip kong huminto muna at mag-isip. Pero paano pa ako makakabalik? Masyado na akong malayo... Paano ko mababawi? Paano ko pa mababago?

Time Out muna ako...

Whimsy. That's what I would call one of my rooms in my dream home's west wing. It would be filled with high shelves for my books, lots of plump couches, a narra (indigenous red wood) desk, and loads of whatever fun stuff I could think of filling it with. I've been thinking of including small taxidermy work in this list, but I find it too macabre (right, PETA?).

Here's a decorative creature which could be cute, functional AND animal friendly. It's what its creators at Chic Sin Design call a "Sleeping Grizzly Bear Bean Bag". This washable  bear measures 51 x 70 x 103 centimeters and can be used as a pillow, chair, foot stool, etc. It's a bit pricey though. You can get this from Etsy for $135.

 Cao and Chikay

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I miss you babyyyyyy!

You are now among the list of my most favorite girls. Lalalalalove you!

Sometimes I just hate you.

Love you!